I fucken give up with men. What the fuck do they see in some of these women. I just wanna be held. Luved.
I hate this feeling. The fact that he is far is killing me. Does he really like me or is he still cup caking with his ex/first love. I hate this so much. I do so much and I cant stop thinking of him at the same time i was him to be mine. I want him right next to me this. This shit sux! Leaving for his death i wont see him again till 2012. Why cant i just have a normal relationship. please what should i do. I just want to be loved that all. :( He told my mother that he is having a hard time getting over his ex. but he’s still talks to her. She over there sluting it up. What the fuck. I no im not the jealous type and i can care less. But i just dont feel like your fully committed. Am i wasting my time. Of should i be looking for someone else. The thing is, is that i like you so much and i cant do anything about it. then again how will this relationship work when your so far. I dont want to let you go but if you dont want me waiting for you then i have to completely stop talking to u. I dont want to do that. But your making this difficult for me. Im worried all the time and then you send me a crazy ass measge saying you miss my body and the time we had in my room and in the back seat. and that you missed me. I have no idea what your talking about. you’ve never been in my room or the backseat. i having a feeling that message wasnt for me and im being played. I asked you huh. and i dont get a response this doesnt make me feel any better. I dont want to be wasting my time waiting for you if your gonna go aback to your ex. and you have to tell me striate up you dont want me waiting for you and that the flirting and crazy messgae saying you miss me babe needs to stop. I cant have someone playing games with me. Im am fragile and im looking for someone to fill in the whole in my heart. yeah so i got all of that off my chest and i feel a lil better.
TODAY I WAS SUPPOSE TO GET MY FIRST TATTOO. I WAS SO EXCITED WHEN MY BROTHER TOLD ME THIS MORNING ON THE WAY TO SCHOOL. I MEAN LITERALLY TODAY IN MY FIRST CLASS WHICH WAS ART I COULDN’T FOCUS BECAUSE WE HAD A TEST. EITHER THAT OR IT’S BECAUSE I DIDN’T STUDY AND I TOTALLY FORGOT THAT I HAD A TEXT. THEN I HAD A 2 HOUR BREAK BETWEEN MY NEXT CLASS SO I WENT TO MY FRIENDS HOUSE WHICH WAS A FUN WALK CAUSE I CROSSED THE MAIN STREET THAT HAS NO LIGHTS WITH MY EYES CLOSED. ANYWAYS I WENT TO HER HOUSE AND I FELL ASLEEP AND ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT WAS MY TATTOO. THEN IN MY PSYCHOLOGY CLASS I COULD DO I KEEP LOOKING AT MY PHONE TO GET MY UPDATE ON THE TIME. AS SOON AS I GOT HOME I CLEANED AND I STARTED MY HOMEWORK TIME WENT BY AND THE GUY NEVER CALLED. COMPLETELY BAILED ON ME TODAY. I HAVE TO WAIT TILL NEXT WEN. FMYLIFE
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